DREAM/DECIDE.

If the dreamer in me is God and I have the autonomy to follow His will I decide to be everything God intended me to be (RAW). It's HIS world and I live in it. I dream in it. He loves me through it. He's the primary focus. The only focus. My thoughts are received through his Glory and I am his dream girl. This is my dream world. My creations are really ours so who am I to criticize His work? Who am I to deny myself the life I was intentionally created and intended to have? Who is anybody really other than a manifestation of God’s imagination waiting to actualize its true potential? Maybe that’s why the world feels so angry and media is redundant and competitive. We are struggling to realize that we are God’s walking daydream. We are created in his image, his likeness to serve perfect individual purposes. I’m learning that slowly; we serve perfect individual purposes. Yours might reflect mine but that does not mean we compete or compare. We gather and connect our dots for something greater than everyone combined but I struggle with community. I struggle with sharing my life because of this. I feel like I have to compete to prove my worthiness. I feel like I compare to find the places I lack and need to improve. It’s an abusive cycle that I do not want to be a part of anymore. I’m deciding to not allow my ego to hinder my soul from actualizing her intended purpose. There’s no need to think so much. I’ve already dreamed up the world. I decide to accept it for myself now.